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Confronted by History
May/June 2011
by Nadya Labi ’02MSL
Nadya Labi ’02MSL is a
writer based in New York City.
“The one telling the
stories was my dad. But they killed him and my siblings,” says a dark-skinned woman with braids and light-brown eyes. “That means
if I keep it to myself, it will disappear forever.” She sings a song that she
says her twin liked, before stopping and bowing her head. She’s not ready for
that story. Instead, she explains that “they” set the
church on fire and cut people with machetes. Her brother was killed in front of
her, before she escaped. She ran down a hill, into men who cut down a woman who
fell on top of her. “I couldn’t remove her,” she says. “I was full of her
blood.”
It’s not easy to listen
to a survivor of genocide like Antoinette. But that’s what Taylor Krauss ’02
has been doing for the past five years, interviewing and filming Rwandans who
survived the country’s 1994 massacre. The killing,
mostly by Hutus targeting Tutsis and some moderate Hutus, lasted three months
and left as many as one million Rwandans dead. In 2006, Krauss founded the
Voices of Rwanda, a nonprofit organization that is collecting
the testimonies of survivors for a video archive.
Krauss ended up in
Rwanda because of his tailor. During his senior year, as he was getting the
zipper of his jacket fixed, the tailor mentioned that he’d been at the
concentration camp at Dachau and that his testimony was recorded at Yale’s Fortunoff Video Archive for Holocaust Testimonies.
Krauss’s cousin was also a survivor. Krauss went to the archive. “There I was,
feeling the zipper on my jacket and recognizing that the same hands that had
repaired my jacket were the ones that he talked about
being smashed by the Nazis,” Krauss recalls. “I was confronted by history in a
very different way. It demanded something of me personally.”
He didn’t answer that
demand immediately. After graduating, he moved to L.A., where he worked in television, and then New York, where he
catalogued archival footage for a documentary with the acclaimed director Ken
Burns. In 2004, Krauss joined Michael Kavanagh ’00, ’07MA, a radio journalist,
in Rwanda to shoot a short film.
When he was back in the States, Krauss kept returning to the Fortunoff
collection, both for romantic reasons (the woman who is now his wife worked
there) and for reasons he found unexplainable. Encouraged by the collection’s
archivist and by the historian who heads Yale’s Genocide Studies program, he returned to Rwanda in 2005. He brought camera
equipment and his savings, including his inheritance from his cousin’s share of
Holocaust reparations.
Since then, with a
staff that has grown to seven Rwandans, he has listened to survivors—often for up to ten hours, once for three days.
Krauss has yet to
collect a paycheck. To make ends meet, he freelances in the region. He’s filmed
silverback gorillas in eastern Congo; followed Scarlett Johansson in Rwanda for
the nonprofit RED; and shadowed a Ugandan opposition
leader, once witnessing a failed assassination attempt.
His goal is a Voices of Rwanda archive at Yale. David Simon, a lecturer at Yale
who specializes in Rwanda and is acting director of the Genocide Studies Program, believes the archive would complement Yale’s other
collections. He adds, “It’s valuable not just for understanding the Rwandan
genocide but for understanding
life in Rwanda in a particular time and place.”
So far, Krauss has
collected 1,000 hours of testimonies, but he can’t
keep up with the number of survivors who want to talk. For Antoinette’s part,
she believes it is her duty to remember, even if it means retelling how her
twin was cut down as she was singing her favorite hymn.  |
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