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College Comment
Why I'm Quitting Basketball
November
2000
by Onaje Woodbine
Onaje Woodbine, a junior in Berkeley College, is from Pittsfield,
Massachusetts. This column is adapted from one he wrote for the Yale Daily News.
After
18 years of working towards playing Division I basketball, and after achieving second-team All Ivy status and leading the Bulldogs
in scoring last season, I have chosen no longer to play for the
Yale men's basketball team this season.
Yes, I dreamed the dreams that
all men dream. I envisioned thrilling, game- winning shots on national television,
Dick Vitale saying "He's a PTPer, Baby!," a professional uniform on my back, the
glory of the NBA. Yet I believe that there is a higher purpose in life, which
for me is to become the best person I can become, to fulfill God's purpose.
Sure, I might have been the captain
of the team or played in the NBA, but to me those are merely external accolades,
which often lead people in the deceptive directions of money and fame, instead
of the higher aims of divine purpose and truth. Millions of Americans find themselves
working each day to support the overrated ideal of comfort, caught up in a descending
spiral of unhappiness and disillusionment.
If my goals are to become the person
I am meant to be and to be happy, then the decision not to play basketball is easy. When I look two years down the road, do I want to say I played basketball
for Yale but did not get to meet with my teachers, did not get to read all of
my class materials, did not go to master's teas, or did not have the opportunity
to wake up on a Saturday morning and talk with my roommates? To the contrary,
I want to look at my fellow classmates on graduation day and say "I have become
the person I was meant to be."
Deep within, I know that I will
not help the most people by putting the ball in the basket. I feel called to study
philosophy and religion, to expose the contradictions that people of African descent
face in America every day, to give my life to humanity. Indeed, there are times
in every man's life when he must look at himself, evaluate his gifts, and have
the courage to listen to his heart. What would have happened if Bob Marley had
chosen a job at Goldman Sachs instead of music because it paid more money, or
if Martin Luther King Jr. had thought it better to work on Wall Street than to
be a political prisoner in a Birmingham jail?
Every man must distinguish between external comforts and internal truths. Every man must learn from the great traditions
of northern Africa, and "Know Thyself."
So I thank the great
basketball fans of Yale who rushed onto the court after we beat
Princeton in double overtime. I thank Coaches James Jones and Dick
Kuchen for giving me the chance to be great at something, and for
allowing me to share a piece of myself with the rest of the Yale
community. And I thank God for giving me the ability to continue
playing basketball whenever I choose. But let it be known that it
was never about the dream itself, it was the pursuit of the dream,
and the act of dreaming, that was important.  |
